Lyndsi

06:33 am: We beat Clay! THEY WONT BE THE ONES TO RUIN OUR RECORD THIS YEAR!! Hell yeah!
Were 8-0! :)

I'm done. Thanks.

12:29 am: im in a daze... :)
So really- i cant stop thinking about you!! Is that wrong.. ? oh lord! your forever on my mind and i just want us to be together! I just wish things were so much less complicated and it could actually work! I guess theres reasons and excuses for it all but just for once i want it to be you and me! god we would be great :) i just want you to know that i think about you.. all the time!

03:48 pm: AHHHHHH!!!!
I KISSED HIM AND I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF!!! And i liked it and i got butterflies and i was shaking! but i did it and now im happy! :):)

11:18 am: So homecoming is in 13 days! thats exciting. i no longer have a date so i guess that sucks oh well!!

Ive come to discover that i am in love with brett troutman!! and we will one day be together for the rest of our lives. theres no stopping it! I just wanted it to be known! :)

Its amazing when you start to realize how much someone doesnt mean to you after so long. I mean you go through this forever long relationships with its up and downs but there has to be an end to everything and when you realize theres no point to it anymore you feel so DAMN great about yourself. Everything has to end sooner or later its just if your ready to let go or not thats the final relization.

ok enough of that sad shit im over it! Well 3 day weekend bc of the hurricane means NO SOCCER CONDITIONING!! yes! haha well thats all for now ill update later bye! :)

05:10 pm: The Scariest Thing About Memories Is Thinking You Will Forget Them.....

01:32 am: countdown...
only 4 days until my birhtday...




July 14 is fastly approaching :)

01:14 pm: There's nothing you can do about the past but treasure it...

07:47 pm: Last Game...

Although it was the last game... they still did great! GOOD SEASON GUYS! yall did great.. dont worry bout adamson lol

well theres what less then 3 weeks left of school.. wow its gonna suck. shane shawn and leslie all move june 1st... hmm clay whats up!!

 

-gosh i like you so much and its so hard to hold myself back from you.. idk how much longer i can take this... you really mean a lot to me. i want to be with you. you make me so happy you just have no idea

08:39 pm: PROM...

Well prom was fun! besides the fact that the lights were on almost the entire time... oh well!! the limo was awesome and dinner was delicious! i really like the fact that i dont have to look at my dress anymore! ha

well ryans was fun! saw a lot of people drunk and hey i even met some new people!! fun times :) bean and moo were a trip... and whoever was in the cage.. very very talented people you are.. :)

cant wait for my bday and lunch in st. augustine...fishing maybe haha yeaaaa

 

-ya know i cant take the way we are anymore.. its so hard. i just want to be with you!

10:25 am: Well prom is fastly approaching... 6 days left. ya. Prom court gets decided this week.. yay for all the girls who make it because the tiaras are beautiful!!!

I'm about tired of soccer! It's driving me crazy! I mean a game or more each weekend with practices twice a week.. maybe im just losing the love for the game.. yea im thinking thats it.. or the coach. ha. We have a real good team just no one cares. it kinda sucks. i mean thats good knowing that half of the all county first team is on yoru team and 3 more are on second team! thats so awesome :) and next years school ball is gonna SUCK!! my dad finally talked me into playing at rhs next year. hopefully dike-ass adamson wont talk anymore shit!

well im sick and it def. sucks! my throat feels huge! and it hurts and i feel like im gonna puke every 5 seconds! oh well! hopefully it'll be gone by prom! i hate being sick!

-going shopping today to get the final things for prom!
-sleeping

PEACE!